Life sucks and yet it still goes on. It is still sucky and yet we find pleasure in it's sucky-ness. In these phase of "LIfe sucks" period thingy, we learn. Both in the hard and easy way. Even though life sucks, it some sort makes me feels like there is still hope out there. Sigh. In simple words, life sucks but the suckier it gets, the better you feel, I think.

Let's see how my week turn out to be.. Shall we?

Monday:
PQS presentation, as usual, sucky. My team mate read my slides for me when I was about to say something. Some smart ass tried to ask brilliant Qs which to me is not brilliant at all. And yeah, PQS sucks, really S-U-C-K-S!!
Science tech and the world. Another boring module and ya da ya da.. Oh yeah, my so-called lecturer had perm her hair and she looked 20 years older, which is bad cos she is very atrocious.
Killed 3 hours doing nothing and did editing. Stayed till late.
[ I so very much want to do my Term Paper... ]

Tuesday:
Start at freaking 8am. Had NLE lecture and tutorial. Something funny happened during tutorial and I was so fucking embarrassed. I was whining to my Gfs- Tia and Just. I said, "Mr Kam, can I cum?" Oh gosh!! Mr Kam heard me saying that and laughed along and he claimed that he heard me. Throughout, he was blushing when he talked to me and still do.
I had TV class after 4 hrs of Mr Kam's. It sound so wrong!! TSK!! TV was fun, laughing alot.
-LUNCH- [ Had TV meeting and was freaking pissed.]
After lunch, had script class. Watched EVIL. It's one hell of a fucking good show!! Thumbs up!!
Build up set for interview. Had fun and was running around. Stayed till late again.
[ I still do very much want to start on my Term Paper.]

Wednesday:
No school. But had some screening at Cathay. Dialogue session with the director of SEPET. Good show. It's bout the interracial relationship. Went down to Starbucks and met twins with friends. Saw Naz @ Brandon. Cute guy!! Had dinner with mum and all. My mum's birthday. Bought her nothing but only peck on her cheeks.
[Term Paper!!]

Thursday:
Told Aizal and Jel bout the cute guy. Told lots more about the cute guy. Start at 8 am again. Had audio class. Boring as ever. Nothing much to say.
Finally, interview at studio 1. Went well, I guess. I was the FM and it was fun but tiring.
Tear down the set and painted the flates white for demo. Bought paints and stayed late again.
[ Bloody Term Paper!!]

Friday:
Was on M.C but came to school. Luthfi painted mural for demo. It was fun watching him paint and all but I was feeling soggy and it was painful experience for me to stone there!! The mural was cool and will be cool.. Stayed late.
Did editing.
[Fucking Term Paper dah!!]

SATURDAY:
Woke up late and had interview shooting at 1.30pm. Woke up at 11.40am. Called Saab and whined about the fucking interview shit.
Reached town at 2pm and of course, my DEAREST PRODUCER was not happy with me. I didn't even told that there will be host for the interview cos I thought I was supposed to do it. But who gives a damn. Had interview and shit. Was FUCKING PISSED WITH THAT BLOODY PRODUCER!! If only someone get to feel it.. Sigh
Meet Saab and had the most wonderful time in the world. Walked down from Somerset to Penisular BK and had dinner. Walked around the esplanade and down to Fullerton and took lots of pictures. It was funny and fun. Love him lots!!

Sunday:
Slack at home and still didn't even do term paper. Sigh.
Having lunch with Evan tmr and going to settle shits with her.

SIGH.. LIFE SUCKS BIG TIME!!

Life sucks and yet it still goes on. It is still sucky and yet we find pleasure in it's sucky-ness. In these phase of "LIfe sucks" period thingy, we learn. Both in the hard and easy way. Even though life sucks, it some sort makes me feels like there is still hope out there. Sigh. In simple words, life sucks but the suckier it gets, the better you feel, I think.

Let's see how my week turn out to be.. Shall we?

Monday:
PQS presentation, as usual, sucky. My team mate read my slides for me when I was about to say something. Some smart ass tried to ask brilliant Qs which to me is not brilliant at all. And yeah, PQS sucks, really S-U-C-K-S!!
Science tech and the world. Another boring module and ya da ya da.. Oh yeah, my so-called lecturer had perm her hair and she looked 20 years older, which is bad cos she is very atrocious.
Killed 3 hours doing nothing and did editing. Stayed till late.
[ I so very much want to do my Term Paper... ]

Tuesday:
Start at freaking 8am. Had NLE lecture and tutorial. Something funny happened during tutorial and I was so fucking embarrassed. I was whining to my Gfs- Tia and Just. I said, "Mr Kam, can I cum?" Oh gosh!! Mr Kam heard me saying that and laughed along and he claimed that he heard me. Throughout, he was blushing when he talked to me and still do.
I had TV class after 4 hrs of Mr Kam's. It sound so wrong!! TSK!! TV was fun, laughing alot.
-LUNCH- [ Had TV meeting and was freaking pissed.]
After lunch, had script class. Watched EVIL. It's one hell of a fucking good show!! Thumbs up!!
Build up set for interview. Had fun and was running around. Stayed till late again.
[ I still do very much want to start on my Term Paper.]

Wednesday:
No school. But had some screening at Cathay. Dialogue session with the director of SEPET. Good show. It's bout the interracial relationship. Went down to Starbucks and met twins with friends. Saw Naz @ Brandon. Cute guy!! Had dinner with mum and all. My mum's birthday. Bought her nothing but only peck on her cheeks.
[Term Paper!!]

Thursday:
Told Aizal and Jel bout the cute guy. Told lots more about the cute guy. Start at 8 am again. Had audio class. Boring as ever. Nothing much to say.
Finally, interview at studio 1. Went well, I guess. I was the FM and it was fun but tiring.
Tear down the set and painted the flates white for demo. Bought paints and stayed late again.
[ Bloody Term Paper!!]

Friday:
Was on M.C but came to school. Luthfi painted mural for demo. It was fun watching him paint and all but I was feeling soggy and it was painful experience for me to stone there!! The mural was cool and will be cool.. Stayed late.
Did editing.
[Fucking Term Paper dah!!]

SATURDAY:
Woke up late and had interview shooting at 1.30pm. Woke up at 11.40am. Called Saab and whined about the fucking interview shit.
Reached town at 2pm and of course, my DEAREST PRODUCER was not happy with me. I didn't even told that there will be host for the interview cos I thought I was supposed to do it. But who gives a damn. Had interview and shit. Was FUCKING PISSED WITH THAT BLOODY PRODUCER!! If only someone get to feel it.. Sigh
Meet Saab and had the most wonderful time in the world. Walked down from Somerset to Penisular BK and had dinner. Walked around the esplanade and down to Fullerton and took lots of pictures. It was funny and fun. Love him lots!!

Sunday:
Slack at home and still didn't even do term paper. Sigh.
Having lunch with Evan tmr and going to settle shits with her.

SIGH.. LIFE SUCKS BIG TIME!!

Whip, chocolate, caramel and SMILES

STARBUCKS FAR EAST rocks!! Big time!!

The new guy there who is the manager is so sweeeeetttt.. I like!!
Went there to meet up with twin and frens (her frens lah) after the screening of SEPET by YASMIN AHMAD. Good show, worth watching. Anyway, I bought caramel frap and the guy who made it for me is new, I guess. It's not that I always check out the staffs to know who is new or what but I do check out the guys there lah.. Cute guys are meant to be noticed and not so cute guys are meant to be hmmm, critic? I dunno.
After I bought my caramel frap and ya da ya da with my twin and frens, this cutie appear from nowhere and he was the same guy we(me,twin and fiza aka SPongebob- she laughs like one) saw last Saturday and we like so-called teased his nose. He's the idung-man, according to fiza. Anyway, he was so freaking cute just now. And was a sweetheart too. Me and twin always do wad we always do. We checked him out and giggled loudly, esp me lah. I think he knew tat we are checking him out and stuffs. With the burning desire of seeing him up-close, I sacrificed my last $2.50 on a CHOCoLATE MUFFIN. And yesh, he took my order and smiled!! Awww.. He even offered to heat it up for me and I know he's doing his job as a manager but he did more than what he should. I asked for whip cream and he topped it up with chocolate without me asking and of course lah, me the mentel one, asked for caramel. And he smiled AGAIN. He said "slowly" to me cos I nearly dropped the plate. So so so so SWEET!! Throughout my time there, I was so checking him out with my twin and god knows how many times he smiled at me. LOL
Like an answered pray, my twin and frens had to leave and I was alone there with the hotie in a distance. He cleared the table next to mine and smiled at me. Oh gosh... I was like awww.. so sweet. Tak boleh angkat teramat sangat.. Well, I stayed for another 20 mins or so before making a move and he smiled at me before I left. And girls, we are so going back there again this SATURDAY.. *smiles*

And of course, Mr Uh-Huh is sweeter and cuter lah. Miss ya!!

::Life Goes On::

Back off!!

Why can't you know me like she did? Why can't you let it rest when I don't wish to explain? Why must you probe? Why can't you learn to let it go? Why can't you simply be like her? So many whys but no answers at all..

Simply hate this phase I'm going thru. Is being myself too much for you to handle? Or, you cannot keep up with my fast-pacing life? You are so much worse than my MR UH-HUH. At least, when he made me cry, he knew how to console me. But not you. And you don't even know you are doing it. I thought you understand me. I thought you saw it yourself that I'm doing enuf shits already. Why, for once, why can't you let it go? If I want peace, let me have it. It's for sure doesn't cost you your dough!!

For now, just back off and lay back. I have plenty on my plate. Thanks but no thanks!! Just back off!!

Holy KEmoly

Life isn't as bad as what I thought it is.
It is not always unfair nor is it always negative.
Try looking at it in a different light and taadaa, it is as beautiful and organize as what you want them to be.

Love isn't that bad either. Just give it some time and allow it to nurture. Let it grow, without any restriction. That's when you'll realize that love is so pure but yet emotions colors it. [if you get what I mean, lah]

Anyway, there's more to life than love. I met up uh-huh and we had a good long talk. I was late as usual. The bus journey was longer than usual and God knows why. So, here I was.. in the bus, late, [heart racing, butterflies in stomach, and plenty other funny reactions in my body!] praying that the bus would skip a stop or two. And guess wad.. it skipped not 1 but 3 STOPS!! My, oh my.. I think God must really love me. Upon reaching, I planned to give him the most sincere sweetest adorable sorry smile ever. Cos I was freaking late and he hates to wait for me, not when he just knocked off from work!!
Okie, this was what I did. So ladies out there, if you ever late and haf no freaking reason why, do this. I assure you it works on GUYS ONLY. Try on girls at your own risk. He was so freaking holy kemoly handsome. Like he is more handsome than what he usually is. He's gorgeous to begin with lah!! But he was dashing just now. His new haircut and his tired looks and the way he sloughed. Everything bout him was so PERRRFECTT!! My heart literally leaped! Okie, this is wad I did wen I saw him just now. I SMACKED a huge KISS on his nose when he opened his mouth to say something. That caught him off hand for a second or two. And all he managed to do was gazed at me!! AWWWW..... So SWEEEET.. Awesome!!
That was the best time of the day apart from teasing my INTERVIEW director. He's such a catch. Like, really a catch. He got cute ass, nice bods, nice smile and yeah me and my GF made him blush.. Gosh, he looked so sweet. I mean he IS cute, no doubt bout it. LOLX.. Glad to be in the same classes with him!! *smiles*

My uh-huh and 2 Gfs and another Gf and a hot director = RAWK.. \m/

God must haf loved me very much today. And HE was feeling ticklish wen he made me meet up with my 2 STARBUCKS-checking-out-new-workers Gfs. *winks* Till den..

::Life goes on::

shoes!!